At 11:35 yesterday morning, the world lost one of the best and brightest and bravest of its men. He was surrounded by people who adore him, and he was a testament of strength and true love until his very last breath. I am forever humbled to have known him, to have been a part of his life, and to have been a part of his death. Edd, thank you for teaching me true selfless love even in the face of cancer and more suffering than most people can imagine. You lost a lot of things—almost everything—but you didn’t lose yourself. Cancer couldn’t take YOU. And it never will.
At 5:07 yesterday evening, our 15 year old family dachshund, Nicky, went to be with Edd. They were best buddies, and it seemed appropriate that they go on the same day. Even so, my heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. A chapter has ended… a long and hard one, but full of characters I truly loved. I’ll miss those two more than I can express.
For the rest of my life I’ll strive to be someone like Edd, and I’ll strive to be the girl he always thought I was. Rest in peace, Edd and Nicky, and a most heartfelt and tear-filled thank you for all you’ve given to my family. You fought the good fight. Thank you.
If you’re new to this blog, you can catch up on Edd’s story here.













My deepest and sincerest love for you and your family right now. Sending you as many nice thoughts as humanly possible and wishing you all the strength in the world. Big cuddles, x
ReplyDeleteJenni, you are loved. I hope this a time of peace and comfort for your entire family and that you feel surrounded not only by what is clearly an amazing legacy of love and faithfulness but by people who love you all, too.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Jenni! :( My thoughts are with you guys!!!
ReplyDeleteLots of love and warm thoughts headed to you and your family. I hope that you are all surrounded by the love and comfort of happy memories during this difficult time.
ReplyDelete-krissy jane
I'm so, so very sorry. For you, your beautiful Mom and everyone who had the chance to know Edd. You all are very much in my thoughts and prayers today Jenni.
ReplyDeleteLove + prayers, dear; sending positive energy your way. What a beautifully written testimony to his good life. Well done, Jenni.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear that :(
ReplyDeleteI'm happy that he is no longer suffering, but I'm so sad for your families loss. I will be praying for comfort and hope in this time of grief.
<3 Meagan
I'm so sorry for your losses. Sending lots of good thoughts your way.
ReplyDeleteMany thoughts and prayers for you and your family.
ReplyDeletethoughts and prayers. edd was such an amazing guy.
ReplyDeleteOh my heart just breaks for you and the family. Y'all are in my prayers, especially your beautiful mother. What a blessing it was to have a wonderful man like Edd in your life. Treasure those moments forever and know that he is on the other side and so much better <3
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry Jenni. This is a beautiful tribute. Prayers for you and your family sweet girl.
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I'm so sorry for your loss, this brought a tear to my eye. It;s so sweet that they went together though, neither had to suffer over losing the other at least.
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you and everyone that knew these two xxx
Oh Jenni, I am so very sorry for your loss. He sounded like a great man. And I love how you said cancer couldn't take him. I am praying for peace for your entire family.
ReplyDeleteOh wow...Jenni, I am so sorry. I was just thinking about him last night and I just logged on to read this and I am speechless. So many prayers for you and your family right now.
ReplyDeleteOh, Jenny. I'm so sorry for the losses you and your family are going through right now. My thoughts are with you and all who loved Edd. (And Nicky)
ReplyDeleteJenni, I'm sending you and your family much love and many prayers.
ReplyDeleteso sorry for your loss, jenni. prayers to you and your family during this time of healing.
ReplyDeleteJenni, I am so sorry to hear of Edd's passing. It's so important that you are treasuring what you learned from him. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers, and hope for your mom to find peace after her great loss.
ReplyDeleteI was so afraid when I saw the title something like that had happened. My heart breaks for you and your family and especially your mom. I even teared up here at work. I'm so sorry!
ReplyDeleteMy heart breaks for you and your mother becuase I understand what your going through. In the past 6 months I have lost my mother in law and father in law both to cancer and seeing them lose their battle was heart wrenching. My husband will forever be changed and I can never fill the void he has. I will be grateful to have known my in laws for the time I did and the impact they made on my life will be everlasting. Now Edd is in a painless place and he can be himself. You all will be reunited one day.
ReplyDeletei am so sorry for your losses. no words ever seem appropriate during a time like this. you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThere are people all over the world holding you in their thoughts today.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sad to hear this. It is obvious that Edd was a wonderful man. My prayers are with you, your mom, and your family.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your losses. I think its very sweet Nicky decided to stay by his best friends side. It really says something about what a great man Edd was and what a sweet and loyal dog Nicky was. Hugs to you and your family!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this. What a lovely tribute. Sending lots of love and hugs your way xoxox.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.. may you somehow find comfort that he's pain free now.
ReplyDeleteI'm sort of new here, I stopped by a few months ago and I just sat and read Edd's story. Now I'm sitting here in tears, and not teary eye tears, the big tears that roll off your chin and fall into your lap.
ReplyDeleteYou did such a beautiful job of capturing Edd's story and showing it to the world. I am wishing all of the peace and positivity to you and your family that I can muster.
Take good care. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Carley
I'm so sorry for your family's loss, but they are both in a better place. Be strong and remember all the good stuff girl! You will always have that.
ReplyDeleteBeen thinking about you guys constantly... this is such a sweet and perfect post. Edd and Nicky were both lucky to have had you in their lives!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your losses. I find it to be just amazing that Nicky went to be with Edd on the same day. It was like he knew and couldn't be without him.
ReplyDeleteThoughts & prayers are with you & your family. I'm so sorry, Jenni.
ReplyDeleteThoughts & prayers are with you & your family. I'm so sorry, Jenni.
ReplyDeletebreaks my heart. I hope you and your family can heal during this time.
ReplyDeleteWhenever I am faced with a loss I cherish the gift of life even more.
i am so so sorry to hear of your loss. so sorry for your mother. he sounded like such an amazing man each time i read about him and my heart is truly saddened.
ReplyDeletei pray that God gives you and your family strength and peace as you all go through such a difficult time.
my thoughts are with you.
What an amazing man. I am so sorry for both of your losses and you and your family are definitely in my prayers as you always have been. He is such an amazing person and I know how happy he makes your mom. I know he's with Nicky now and looking down on everyone :)
ReplyDeleteI am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You and are your family are in my prayers :(
ReplyDeleteso sorry for your loss Jenni, this has me in tears. Thoughts and prayers with your family.
ReplyDeleteI'm so unbelievably sorry for your loss. (Both of them)
ReplyDeleteThese type of things are never ever easy to go through, but your words are such a precious tribute to him that will last forever. There are now hundreds of people from all over the world who are all grieving and have you and your family in their thoughts.
Edd lives on :)
Bless all of your hearts! But I'm glad he is free from the suffering and grief. There is something bittersweet about the dog leaving on the same day. I firmly believe that animals always know exactly how we feel. The dog was probably heart broken. Prayers for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for both of your losses... you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeletexoxo
Oh, Jenni. I am so, so sorry to hear this. I know what a horrible situation this is to go through having just been through it with my Uncle. I will be praying for peace and comfort for you and your family during this time. God bless you all.
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http://tiffanyd22.blogspot.com
I am so sorry for your losses. I wish you and your family peace.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for you loss!! I will be praying for you & your family! You are a beautiful & strong woman!
ReplyDeletesaid it a million times, but ill say it again, i love you tons. thinking of you. praying for you and your family. sending you tons of love and peace-filled vibes my dear friend.
ReplyDeleteLike I said yesterday, dont hesitate to give me a call for anything sweet girl!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Jenni, praying for you & your family. Just think that Edd is in a much better place, pain free watching over you guys. God bless!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your losses. Words tend to fail me at moments like this. Just know that my heart goes out to you, your mom, and your entire family during this difficult time. Sending lots of love and hugs your way!
ReplyDeleteJenni,
ReplyDeleteMy heart aches for you, for your mom and every one who was a part of Edd's life. Even though I don't know you or him or your family, I just wanted to let you know that he was an amazing person. He was so lucky to have all of you and you are so lucky to have had him in your lives. You all are in my thoughts and prayers during this sad and hard time.
K
It brings tears to my eyes to think of the losses your family had to experience yesterday.
ReplyDeleteKeeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I firmly believe Edd and and Nicky are with Him now smiling down on you thanking you for all the love you have shown them.
This brings tears to my eyes. So saddened for your family right now, to lose Edd and your family dog on the same day. I will be praying for your family.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your losses yesterday. What a sweet sentiment having them go on the same day. This post had me in tears. Thoughts and prayers are with you today. It's okay not to be strong.
ReplyDeleteContinuing from my first comment: I'm so sorry To hear about Nicky too!! God bless both Edd & Nicky lot of prayers to your family! God bless
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss Jenni, praying for you and your family during this difficult time...xoxo
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss Jenni, praying for you and your family during this difficult time...xoxo
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss, there is never the perfect thing to say or anything to make you feel better. I understand, in my own way what you are going through. I just lost my step-dad not even a month ago. Just know you aren't alone. :) Sending lots of love and prayers your way too and for Edd and Nicky.
ReplyDeletexo Kayla
Oh Jenni, my heart breaks for you! I know words can't comfort in this time of loss, but know that i'm praying for peace for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry you had to go through this, but I'm glad he went peacefully. Hopefully knowing he's in a better place will ease your mind. All my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeletexoxo, Lauren
Jenni I hope this finds its way to you, I am so deeply sorry for your loss but so touched with how you, your mom, and family have taken this and let it change you for the better and not the worst. Your strength is such an admirable example. Tragedies, loss, and trials like this turn out two different types of people - those who let the darkness take a hold of them, who refuse to recognize the joy and blessings they once had and become consumed in their heartache, or those who realize how lucky and blessed they were to have those sweet moments with their loved ones and let the loss change them into someone better, stronger, and wiser. You are forever changed, but for the better. And for that I admire you. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family at this time and I hope every day gets a little easier for you to breathe, live, and be happy.
ReplyDelete-Lindsay
This absolutely breaks my heart :( but at least they are both in a much better place now!! My thoughts & prayers are with you & your family. I hope your day gets better today. xoxo
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written. I am so incredibly sorry for your losses. I can't imagine how you are feeling right now, and I don't know the right words to say. Just know that you are in my thoughts and I am praying for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI just posted a quote a few days ago, and I thought of it when I read this.
ReplyDelete"God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world."
-C.S. Lewis
I hope God is proving to be you and your family's hope and happiness.
PS. It's so sad and striking how a person changes and looks YEARS older when they're about to die. My uncle died last year of multiple myeloma. Close to the end, we could just see death coming. It was so strange and almost awe inspiring. Death is such a paradox.
I'm so sorry Jenni. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteJennie, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. So sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteYou and your family are in my prayers
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about the Loss of Edd and Nicky. What a bittersweet phenomenon that they left Earth on the very same day. I hope you and your loved ones are able to find peace and comfort in all your happy memories.
ReplyDeleteOh, Jenni. So much love being sent your way. You're in my thoughts.
ReplyDeletexoxo
Kait
My heart breaks for you, even though I cannot imagine what you and your family are going through right now. You will be in my prayers and in my thoughts. Much love and peace to you all. <3
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry for your losses. You and your family are in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThat is so sad! But at least they are together :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sitting here in tears. This was so beautifully and thoughtfully written. Through death we are able to find so much to appreciate. We can reflect back on the life that one lived and see the full spectrum and truly understand life better as a whole because of it.
ReplyDeleteAs Edd and Nicky have both passed on, I'm sure there is a deep ache within your soul. God has a plan and that is so evident to me, especially after reading that they both left this Earth on the same day. They're together now, watching over you and your family. Smiling down always. I hope Edd and Nicky both find my Mom and they can be new friends :)
I know that right now nothing can be said to take the pain away. I am so deeply sorry. You are loved and cared for and have thousands of us here for you to lean on. I'm thinking about you, Jenni and praying for comfort for you and your Mom.
This brings a tear to my eye. I obviously don't know Edd or your family, but the way you speak about him makes it obvious that he was a truly wonderful man who made the world a better place. May he rest in peace with his puppy! Thinking of you and your family <3
ReplyDeletePraying for you and your family, Jenni. May the Lord surround you all with His peace that surpasses understanding!
ReplyDeleteHi Jenni. I know I haven't been around for a while, but I had been following Edd's story and, as soon as I read his name, I just had to click onto your blog post. I am truly sorry that he has passed away, but I know that he had been through a great deal of suffering, bravely born. What a lovely man he sounds. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all your family at this sad time, especially your mum. How very touching that Nicky went to join Edd on the same day. They are both at peace now, and free from all earthly burden and pain.
ReplyDeletetears and chills and sympathy and sorrow. In a way, we all expected it, and yet, death never seems prepared for. It is always a shock and a heartbreak and I'm so, so sorry.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts, prayers, and condolences are with you and your family. He sounded like a wonderful man and his fight was inspirational. I can only hope that he is now at peace and no longer in pain. I hope that you and your family can find peace within your memories. He is alive in your hearts. May they eternally RIP
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about you and your family's loss Jenni. You've spoken so highly of Edd, and I know he'll always be watching over you with love (along with Nicky). Your in my thoughts & prayers! xo, Ann Marie
ReplyDeleteGod be with you and your family, until you meet again.
ReplyDeleteJenni, with all my heart, I am sorry for both of your losses. I know that there is nothing we can say or do to take away the pain, but know that we're all here for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine how much heartache that you are going through. My prayers are with you and your family in your time of great need. They both sound so lovely and I know that they are happy together once again!
ReplyDelete-Anna
asweetsouthernmess.blogspot.com
My heart breaks for you. I know how hard it is to watch someone slip away from cancer - lots of hugs for you right now.
ReplyDeleteLord God, I pray for this beautiful family right now. Help them to rest in knowledge that you give life eternal and Edd is now sitting with you pain free. Lord I pray that you heal their broken hearts and dry their crying eyes. Show them your mercy today, God.
AMEN
i remember reading the story of edd when i first started blogging & am so sorry for your loss. he was such a wonderful man -- from everything you have ever said about him. i will be praying you & your family. God Bless you Jenni!
ReplyDeleteWow, so sad, and so beautiful that his little companion joined him =(
ReplyDelete- Sarah
A Girl In Transit
Wow Jenni, so beautifully written. I'm so sorry Edd was taken but I'm glad he's not suffering anymore. You will see him one day again, I'm sure.
ReplyDeleteThat was a beautiful post, Jenni. Thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteOh Jenni, I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. xoxo
ReplyDeleteLove, warmth and light to your family right now, Jenni. Thinking of you all and knowing Edd and Nicky are together now and at peace.
ReplyDeleteHeartbroken for you. You are obviously a testament to the kind of parent and person that Edd was. I hope that you find some peace and quiet during the next few weeks and that you're family and friends come together to support you and your mom. You're in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteThinking about and praying for you and your family right now. I can't imagine what a difficult time this is for all of you. But I think it's obvious to everyone just how lucky you were to have them both in your life for any time at all. Grieving is good and it has its moment, but try not to forget that the last thing Edd would have wanted was to bring you and your family pain. He's up there watching over you all right now and biding his time until someday you all head up there to join him. I'm so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss & am thinking of you & your family.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about Edd. He seemed like such a great guy. Thinking of you and your family during this incredibly difficult time.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts, prayers and kindest condolences go out to you and your family. You guys are strong and you will get through this. I feel your pain my dear.
ReplyDeleteI'm so so sorry Jenni! I'll be praying for you, your mom, and your whole family! ((HUG))
ReplyDeleteI just knew when I saw your tweet yesterday that he was gone. I am so sorry for your loss, but so glad he is no longer suffering. Praying for you & your family as you grieve. xoxo
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I'm so sorry to hear about Edd. My thoughts are with you and your family.
ReplyDeleteXO.
So sorry for your losses, Jenni. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
ReplyDeleteJenni, I am so sorry for your loss. I got emotional reading your post because , I've been reading your post everyday, and i know these last few weeks have been hard. Just know that he is in better place along with his precious pup. My prayers are with you and your family.
ReplyDeleteMy deepest condolences to you and your family. I hope you're surrounded by love and comfort. xo
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you during this incredibly difficult time. You and your family are in my thoughts <3
ReplyDeleteOh Jenni - I am so sorry for both of your losses. Sending huge hugs to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteThoughts and prayers are with you and your family. He went surrounded by love, and that's the only way to go. Take care...xo
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear about your losses both Edd and Nicky. You and your family will be in my thoughts.
ReplyDeletethinking of you and your family, Jenni. heaven gained a few more angels.
ReplyDeleteso very sorry for your losses. praying for peace during this time. XO
ReplyDeleteoh jenni my heart is breaking for you and your family. Im so so sorry to hear about Edd :-( Thinking and praying for you all
ReplyDeleteand Nicky too! Losing a pet is so hard as well. You know, dogs are smart like that. They know. And Im betting you Nicky knew that Edd needed someone to be with him.
Praying for y'all! So so sorry Jenni
xoxox
I am so sorry Jenni. What a wonderful tribute! You all are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss, sending prayers your way.
ReplyDeleteThere it sat the words Edd on the top page of my blog scroll and I had to take a deep breath to be brave enough to click on over.
ReplyDeleteTears!
You were on my heart and mind all day yesterday if I had your number I would have called you right up and said the Lord has laid your burdens on me today
As much sadness as their is in this chapter, joy will come in the mourning and in the morning...
He died so that he could live in the life everafter-
Tears
love and prayers to you and your family sweet soul
John16:33 I have told you these things so that in my you may have peace. in this world you will have trouble but take heart for I have overcome the world.
many thoughts and prayers to you, your mom, and family. huggs.
ReplyDeletei sent you an email late last night, i hope you got it...
ReplyDeletejenni, i'm sure you ARE the woman he thought you to be, otherwise, why would such an amazing person think that?
hugs.
I have followed your story for some time & I have to tell you that Edd would be proud of how you carried his "torch" so to speak. You are a wonderful, kind person and it is very obvious that he loved your family dearly. Nicky and Edd are a symbol of the true testament that the friendship between dogs and mankind is unbreakable. I will continue to pray for healing for anyone who crossed Nicky & Edds path. Take care!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Jenni. I'll be praying for you and your family. I hope you find courage in the fact that through sharing your stories you bring strength to others.
ReplyDeleteHang in there!
I'm so sorry for your loss... sending warm thoughts to you and your family...
ReplyDelete"Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean"... I can't remember who it is by, but it is a nice reminder to let us know that loved ones may leave us, but they are just beyond the horizon, and that they are never that far away...((hugs))
Rebekah
So sorry for your loss Jenni! Sending warm thoughts to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI think Edd needed his best friend for his new adventure. I am so sorry for your loss Jenni and hope you and your mom find the strength you need during this time.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss. Edd seemed like such a wonderful man and he and your Mom seemed so happy together. You all will be in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this Jenni. My deepest and most sincere condolences to you and your family. Sending hugs your way. xoxo
ReplyDeleteAll my love and prayers go out to you and your family. This was a beautifully written post. xoxo
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely tribute, Jenni. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. xo
ReplyDeleteBeautifully said. Love the HP quote, and it's so true Edd's on his next big adventure :) And like I said, call or text for whatever!
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts and prayers. This was a lovely tribute, very beautifully said.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and your family and sending positive energy your way. This poem has always brought me comfort when loved ones have passed... I believe the words to be true.
ReplyDeleteDeath is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still
Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way you always used
Put no difference into your tone
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed
At the little jokes we always enjoyed together
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was
Let it be spoken without effort
Without the ghost of a shadow in it
Life means all that it ever meant
It is the same as it ever was
There is absolute unbroken continuity
What is death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind
Because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you for an interval
Somewhere very near
Just around the corner
All is well.
Nothing is past; nothing is lost
One brief moment and all will be as it was before
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again.
Thinking of you and your family and sending positive energy your way. This poem has always brought me comfort when loved ones have passed... I believe the words to be true.
ReplyDeleteDeath is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still
Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way you always used
Put no difference into your tone
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed
At the little jokes we always enjoyed together
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was
Let it be spoken without effort
Without the ghost of a shadow in it
Life means all that it ever meant
It is the same as it ever was
There is absolute unbroken continuity
What is death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind
Because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you for an interval
Somewhere very near
Just around the corner
All is well.
Nothing is past; nothing is lost
One brief moment and all will be as it was before
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again.
In the most bittersweet way possible, at least he got to go with man's best friend. It's almost as Nikki was waiting for him to finally let go. My heart is broken for you and your family Jenni, I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this. Thinking of you and your family while you grieve.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss! I'll keep you and your mom in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteThis just breaks my heart for you and your family. I am so sorry. I am praying for you!
ReplyDeleteoh my god, jenni, i'm so sorry...
ReplyDeletewhen i read the first line my heart dropped. your family will be in my prayers. he is in a better place. that i know.
Sorry for your loss, Jenni. Sending loads of love and prayers to you and your family. Also a (((hug))) to your mom.
ReplyDeleteJenni,
ReplyDeleteI am so deeply sorry for your loss. I became a recent follower of your blog and I am hooked. I am so touched to read about Nicky and Edd's passing on the same day. I hope that significance can help ease the pain and provide your family with comfort. My deepest sympathy is with you and your family in this tough time.
XOXO
My sincerest condolences Jenni, to you, your mom and anyone who knew and loved Edd. I never really know what to say, but there's a lot of love, thoughts and prayers going out to all of you today from everywhere. Thinking of you & yours. xxx
ReplyDeleteAw Jenni I am so so terribly sorry for both of your losses. We both know Edd and Nicky are in MUCH better places and who knew they'd be together on that journey?!
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to your momma, too, but if she's anything like you I know she's a strong woman. I've watched my mom go through a lot of the past 4 years with losing my dad so if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for ya.
Love you girl! I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh Jenni...
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your mom. Sending lots of love your way.
Rest in Peace Ed & Nicky
I know words can't take away the grief and pain your family is feeling over your loss but my heart is with you all. I don't comment too often here but am a regular reader and have followed along on Edd's journey & through all your pictures and words he has always come across as a genuinely kind and wonderful human being. I have two doxies and like you they are my kiddos and couldn't imagine living with out them. The fact that you lost two wonderful lives yesterday is the sad part of life that I wish we as humans didn't have to experience.
ReplyDeleteHey Jenni!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this, and I'm sending nothing but love your way. <3 If there's anything that I can do for you please don't hesitate to get in touch.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
Elise [from Blowfish]
Dearest Jenni, I am in tears right now. My heart is broken into a million pieces for you and your family. I had a feeling something was up when I saw your tweets last night....sigh! My dear aunt (that was also fighting cancer) went home to the Lord a month ago and it's just the hardest thing...words will never be able to express the pain. Even though we've never met in real life, I am HERE for you! If you ever need to talk, vent, etc. PLEASE dont hesitate. I adore you and cherish our little online friendship. BIG HUGS from California. And give that momma of yours a BIG hug too, ok? XOXO
ReplyDeleteLindsay
aaand now i've teared up. i'm so sorry to hear this, jenni. :( i know that words can only mean so much but i admire your perspective and positive (as positive as circumstances allow) outlook.
ReplyDeleteOh no, I am truly sorry for your loss Jenni. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family on this sad day. xo.
ReplyDeleteI'm truly sorry for your loss, Jenni. He seemed like a stand up man. My thoughts and prayers go to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteMy heart truly goes out to you and your family, Jenni. You honored Edd so well just by writing this post. I know he is proud of you and looking out for you always.
ReplyDeleteSo incredibly sorry to hear about your loss(es). My eyes well with tears as I read this, and sending up prayers for infinite comfort and peace to be sent to your family.
ReplyDeletePrayers of strength, healing and comfort to you and your family, Jenni! Edd will always be with you, closer than your breath.
ReplyDeleteSending you thoughts and prayers, as many as my heart and soul can send to you Jenny. I pray for peace for you and your Mom, and that the Lord keeps his hand on your hearts.
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Oh, Jenni, so sorry for both Edd and Nicky. What a heartwrenching day for you and your mom. For what it's worth (not much right now, I know) I'm glad Edd isn't suffering anymore, and I hope the memories filled with laughter and smiles come soon for your family, to help balance the tears.
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ReplyDeleteI'm sitting here crying over my granola. What a sad day that must have been for you and your family. Sending you and your mom and all of your family lots of love. Take care xxx
ReplyDeleteOh Jenni, I am so sorry for your losses :(
ReplyDeleteI'm so so sorry Jenni. My thoughts go out to you and your family. Stay strong and know that he is looking down on you and your family. I know the pain that you feel when you lose a loved one and it is SO tough but you are also a tough, strong woman. Everyone here is thinking of you today.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear of your loss. I shall be thinking and praying for you all. Take it easy xoxo
ReplyDeleteThinking of your and your family during this time.
ReplyDeleteThoughts are with you and your family. May edd and Nicky rest in peace.
ReplyDeletePrayers for your family... In one of my e-mails to your Mom from her blog posts I shared how I lost my cousin and her best-furry-friend-forever laid down and died the next day... God Bless you all...
ReplyDeleteI feel like I really *knew* Edd after hearing so much about him through your blog. I am truly, more than words can express, feeling for your family during this hard time. But, how perfect is it that your family dog went to be with him on the same day?
ReplyDeleteThinking of you guys, Jenni. Stay strong.
xoxo
Blogging does this thing to you, when it lets you get to know people. I felt like I got to know Edd, and am saddened by this news. Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you and your family.
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So sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for letting us in and sharing with us his amazing story. Prayers and love to you and your family!
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Jenni,
ReplyDeleteI have been reading your blog for several months. I started crying when I saw the title.
Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
So sorry to hear this. Sending you and your family warm wishes.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
ReplyDeleteSending you and your family lots of love, hope you can feel it.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss, sending big hugs, strength, and many prayers your way, xo.
ReplyDeleteJenni, this was a beautiful post about Edd. Thinking of you and your family during this time.
ReplyDeleteMay your memories warm your heart every day!
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This is a beautiful tribute to Edd. I've been following your blog and your mom's for quite some time, reading the journey you have been on. My heart breaks for you, you and your family had so much loss yesterday. Praying and thinking of you.
ReplyDeletePraying for your family. Lots of hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about his passing. I have always thought about you and your family when I first read of his failing health. Sending prayers, well wishes and comfort during this difficult time.
ReplyDelete:( This is the worst. Much love to you and your family. I'm so glad that Edd and Nicky went together, at least they'll have each other.
ReplyDelete(Am reading this from my job as a receptionist - trying not to let the tears run down my face!)
My thoughts are with you and your family. Know that Edd and Nicky are both with each other right now.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry Jenni. My prayers are with your family and your sweet sweet mama. xo
ReplyDeleteJenni,
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you and your family during this time. I can't imagine what you are going through, and the only solace I can provide you is just knowing that they are in a better place. I love you girl, and I hope you can get through this difficult time<3
I'm so sorry, Jenni. I'm praying for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteso very sorry xx
ReplyDeleteLots of prayers and thoughts to your family and especially your mom. She was very brave and supportive through his illness. Cancer always takes people too soon, but Edd was very lucky to be surrounded by such love.
ReplyDeleteSending many thoughts and prayers your way Jenni.
ReplyDeleteLove you Jenni. I'm here for you if you need me. Please know that I have you and your family in my prayers. <3
ReplyDeleteJenni, Thank you to you and your mom for both being so willing to open your hearts to this community and share Edd's story and battle. Edd sounds like a truly incredible man. The angels must be singing to hallelujah chorus in his honor!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Jenny, thinking of you and your family.
ReplyDeleteJenni,
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear of the loss of an incredibly wonderful man. I've been thinking about you and your family this week and I'll be praying hard for you all. This is not the first time an animal has passed alongside its master. I don't know if its ironic but its like they aren't meant to be without each other and will explore heaven together!
Sending thoughts and prayers your way!
thoughts are with you. xxx
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss. Tears came to my eyes right when I saw this post. You and your family are in our prayers.
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thinking of you and your family. so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI'm so deeply sorry Jenni. I'll be thinking about you and you're family.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and your family and wishing I could do so much more for you.
ReplyDeleteI love you, friend.
xoxo
I am so sorry Jenni.
ReplyDeleteOh sweet girl...my heart breaks for all you and yours are having to endure. What heartache. Find comfort in the memories and love you've all shared with each other. I'm keeping you all in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteHugs~
I know words can only do so much, and they can never take away the pain death brings, but I do pray God grants you and your mom peace and comfort. I'm so sorry. Love you, friend.
ReplyDeleteI hope he'll do his best in another life..
ReplyDeletePraying for peace and comfort for you, your mom, and Edd's family...
ReplyDeleteMy sincerest condolences. I'm praying for your family.
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh, I am so sorry Jenni. Prayers for Edd, Nicky, you and your whole family....praying for comfort and peace.
ReplyDeleteI hope both you and your Mom find peace after this great loss.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts, love and prayers are with you.
I am so sorry for you loss. Thinking and praying for you and your family. XOXO
ReplyDeleteMy heart is breaking for you & your sweet family. Many prayers & much love sent your way.
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful tribute to a wonderful man and to a faithful companion. My heart is broken for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI am so unbelievably sorry for your loss, Jenni.
ReplyDeleteThoughts and prayers with your family...:(
Couldn't help but cry as I read this Jenni. You, your family, and all who loved Edd and Nicky are in my prayers. My deepest sympathy to you all.
ReplyDeletesorry to hear Jenni, but it seems like you have a good understanding oh death and where Edd is now...in Heaven happy as can be, with no pain whatsoever. And you WILL see him again one day! :)
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ReplyDeleteoh jenni, i am deeply sorry for your mother's and your loss. prayers to your family, may GOD be with you all in this moment.
ReplyDeletea big hug
Jenni, I've been reading your blog for quite a while now but had yet to comment. Now seemed like a really good time to do so. I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you and your family or going through right now but I can tell that you are probably the one who will get everyone through it. You definitely seem strong and I admire that so much in you. I just wanted you to know that I get excited to read your post. You are adorable! Sending prayers your way girl!
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